Dream about carrying my daughter in her own funeral procession?

I had quit a scary dream last night! I dreamt that i was carrying my daughter down the isle in the church for her own funeral. she is 5 now, but in the dream she was only a little baby. when i was placing her into the coffin she gave me a kiss and i put her down. the whole dream i was crying hysterically , and i could physically feel the pain. later on in the dream, i was playing basketball at an old school.. and there she was! my 5 year old daughter, coloring with me! but then it would flip back to her not being alive.. it was messing with my emotions. i was happy when she was alive, but then she would disappear and i would try and try to go on with my life and it wasnt working.. every moment i would cry. i remember yelling at the funeral director asking what he would do with her? he wouldnt tell me.. my whole family was there, including her father walking behind me. very strange and scary.. i know its just a dream, but what does it mean? my infant daughter ping, when shes really 5 years old.. then reappearing and leaving again!?