CHRISTIAN QUESTION #1?

No your not horrible. You seem a little un-sure about your faith though. Answer #1. Ask God this question. Ya you might have been tempted, but on the day of judgement are you going to use that excuse? In the end you made that choice you gave in to your own desire. And ya theres nothing wrong with celibacy. And what? Your means nothing. I don't even get why your talking or asking about it. Thats gross. Keep that info to your self. And you don't have to cry everytime someone dies. That doesn't make you a bad person. And who are you mad at? Let your anger go. Learn to let go of the past. And as for your "man". Just follow the path that God leads you. God will bless you with a great guy just put your faith in him. And I just want you to know something else. When God came to Earth he died on the cross for your sins. Your prince charming did not. Don't look to man to find happiness. If you have accepted Christ into your heart and you have a relationship with him than you have all the reason to be happy. Rejoice! Man will only let you down and fall away. Christ is love. He will make you far happier than any prince charming. Just let Gods will be done in your life. And your purpose in life is not to please people. But to please God. I'm not saying that its a bad thing to please people. But your not suppose to be a people pleaser. Just be who God called you to be. And you being your self should make people happy. If not who cares. And its good that you want to spread love. Ask God to help you become love. To create in you a clean loving heart. Let God shine through you. I'm not saying force faith on anyone. But since your a christian, it shouldn't just be a part of you but who you are. Your faith in God should influence your every action. And your not perfect, you will mess up. But try your best not to, and don't beat your self up when you do. God loves you so much, ask for forgiveness and sin no more. =) God bless.